The longer I’m in my recovery; I’ve noticed that whenever I start to move forward with the positive . Something always tries to knock me down. But one thing about me, is I’m a very stubborn and determined woman. I’ve worked to hard and to long to get where I am and nothing is going to stop me from moving forward. I know it’s a test to see if I will give up. To see if I’m worthy of whatever I’m pursuing. So whatever life throws at me I know I just have to keep pushing no matter what.
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I feel you when you say something always seems to come in the way. I think its rough when those times last a long time or when you aren’t moving in the way you feel you should… I keep pushing also.
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One thing that has been helpful to me is asking my Spirit Helpers daily to be with me and to guide me. Sometimes I have hard days or still make mistakes but now I know that I made a mistake, I am not one!
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So true!! I pray daily with my tobacco. Sometimes I forget and I can feel I’m missing something. And I reach for my tobacco. I try to focus on the positive but at times I get stuck in my head and beat myself up about the past. But then I remember all the amazing things I’m doing now.
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