I am starting to be able to have feelings again. Not quite sure how to handle them but it feels good to be able to feel and not be so numb
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Omg I totally understand. All my life since I was 9 I used some kind of mood altering drug. I am now 41 and in my first sober relationship. Having feelings and a connection I’ve never had in my entire life. Not even with my ex-husband. I’m so happy and grateful for all these new feelings that I’ve never had before. I mean don’t get me wrong I’m scared as ever but I lived all my life afraid and covered my emotions with drugs. So I’m taking everything head on!!