Resentful at God

When I started using drugs, some well intentioned people tried to talk to me about God’s grand mosaic that we never appreciate what we have until we lose it. I wanted no part of God or his plans cos I lost my kid and that made me angry and resentful at God. My loved ones still didnt leave me, they made my recovery happen and it wasn’t easy cos j was in pain already, I had a pain of relapse and active addiction made things real torture. But I’m grateful things worked out well.

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