Hi my name is John and im an alcoholic and still struggling with it i wanna quit so bad my drinking has got out of control my girl friend left me because i was abusive with my mouth i would get into drunken rages and waste my money at the bar i never put my hands on her but i did abuser her with my words and i feel so bad i got what was coming to me i wanna change for better and i think this mite be a good start