My family has been a big part of my sobriety. The days where I really struggled they were right there to drop everything and come with me to have a new adventure. I’m so grateful for that. Even after all the trauma my actions have caused my family. I find myself still apologizing for past actions and they always tell me, “it’s ok mom.” I tell them no it’s not ok. Because we all know it isn’t ok the things we did. I’m just grateful they forgive me and help me become a better version of myself.