Day by day is getting easier and not so cloudy , the dizziness faded and the smiles are getting bigger and lasting . Its been a little over four months without the fake love but I really haven’t been counting , I just know what ever i’m doing is working for me and that is I had to give up nearly everything that is or was my old ways and not so hard to say fake friends . I know I am a good person but I sure could be better so excuse the name I used I jumped in not sure but owell i’m not here to be perfect or judge others and happy for everyone who is making it out there without drugs and or alcohol , keep it up cause for me it was so hard to give it up and some more about me , i’m very greatful to have gotten the opportunity for a chance to change . I work as a counselor’s Aid at a group home for youth , what better than to help change a youngsters life and hopefully not have to see them go down a dark road like i’ve been on . I’m thirty-six about to be seven in a couple of weeks and for once i’m not locked in a cell , I start back up at the college on monday so i’m getting prepared and getting my office space set up literally now was just taking a break and seen this , which I forgot to post so there’s a little something about me . Good day and weekend to everyone …
Welcome @IllFlail ! Wow, your words are powerful—thank you for sharing a glimpse into your journey. It sounds like you’ve been doing the deep, tough work of transforming your life, and it’s inspiring to see how far you’ve come. Letting go of the old ways and “fake love” isn’t easy, but you’ve turned those losses into gains—clarity, peace, and a real sense of purpose.
Being a counselor’s aide for youth is such meaningful work; the impact you’re having will ripple through their lives, especially because you understand the struggles they might face. Going back to college and setting up your space sounds like another step forward into a future you’re building with intention. It’s amazing how you’re not just surviving—you’re thriving and paying it forward.
Heeeey Frank! Welcome man. Its always a gift to connect with people who just get it and meet you where you’re at without judgement or agenda. Recovery is lucky to have you!
Thank you . Ill shoot some more knowledge. Im just busy all the time . Have a good day…